Attempting to work on this series some more after another long break.
Ugly actually takes some work. Often, you're faced with bland or soulless, but ugly takes work. Of course, in the physical world, it's hard to move beyond suggestive. The first thing that comes to mind are cars. I can name a few cars on the road today that I find ugly, but there are people driving them and it's not simply because they were the cheapest. Well, maybe the Ford Pinto and the Pontiac Aztek. Those two seemed to be universally reviled.
So I've struggled with how to write this one. I've actually written quite a bit and then already erased it.
If I say "What is ugly?" it's not just enough to say "Well, it's things that aren't beautiful" because that's not helpful.
- a lack of attention to detail
- ugly is not caring
- ugly is harsh, clashing, overwhelming and complicated.
- ugly is stupidity and ignorance.
- ugly is neglect.
- clutter is ugly.
So I aspire not to be ugly. I aspire to not to open my mouth and let ugly things come out. I aspire not to be surrounded by ugliness. Unfortunately, my work is in a cubicle with gray walls. I have a few pieces of art made by my daughter on the wall but I make sure when I leave each night any papers on my desk are stacked in a single pile. I have blandness as well as ugliness in piles of dirt or scary pokey weeds at my house, but that's more of a lack of time and money than anything. Over time, we are working on the most egregious areas to make them more pleasing, to eliminate the pockets of neglect and blandness.
Clutter is also something we're fighting, especially at home. We've made some great strides. It'll be years (decades?) before we're clutter-free, but we have children, so a little clutter, a little chaos, a little overwhelming will have to be excused. But I won't let myself get an ugly attitude about it.